Being happy

As I start to grow older, I start to realize that life is getting shorter by the minute. Of course, we all know that life can end anytime, and we must prepare ourselves for that. But I never put it into mind how serious it is, until recently. Throughout my life, I've been living with very low self-esteem and low confidentiality. I've never thought highly of myself, because I knew that I had nothing to show off for. The low self-esteem and low confidence in myself led me to always be depress and stressed. I was always sad, and I never understood why. Now, at the age of 19, I began to realize that I need to change. Change for the better. Going into my 20s, I want to be a totally different person. The person whom I've eager to be all my life. And that is a happy, positive attitude girl. I can honestly say that I am at that point today. With the help of exercising constantly, which releases my stress, and leaving the relationship I was in recently, I've become a much happier person. The relationship I was in brought a lot of drama and sadness in my life. Even though it was love, it was just not healthy for my mentality. Therefore, I had to end it because I just did not want to live like that anymore. So now, I'm just a happy girl. You'll always see me smiling, laughing, or just enjoying life. If something bad does happen, I'll try to twist it around and turn it into a positive situation. Life is short, and there's no time for depression or sadness in it. Enjoy it while it lasts, because you'll just never know when the day may come ;)